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Thursday, July 31, 2008,

Today..slackiest day ever!!!
Class from 8am to 10am.S & W class.Tennis.THATS ALL!!! hahaha
so we played and played.After tennis class...Kenneth and i stayed back to play a little while...den got a lil restless..so decided to leave.
Went to grab a bubble tea.Its been ages since i last drank that!


Waited for like 2 hours for alicia and Kar wei.We wanted to go eat KFC in the first place.Kar wei kept insisting on eating hawker food.I think he was afraid that he might grow fat or something.Don worry kah wei! you are a really very skinny boy!hahahaha! Funny dude who plays tennis like a clown.

KFC was really really crowded when we go there.So we had to settle for pizza hut.
The baked pasta i ate was really really very nice!!OMG!
i cant wait to eat it again.

After eating lunch.Took a bus down to fmss to meet Yiting.Brought her to the doctor for her back problems.Found out that it wasnt really serious.Either she has been sleeping unwell cos of her pillows or maybe she has used the computer for too long??
After that,went to Queenstown library to study with wilson.Many many problems!!!sigh..




Alicia

Kar Wei

Kenneth

I want KK!!!


9:52 PM

Wednesday, July 30, 2008,

Didn't go to sch today.I duno why.I'm sick and tired of everything.Called my dad.Told him i didn't felt like going to sch.He was like why?Den i juz say..duno..don feel like..
so he was like..okay..up to you.





So today.i stayed home the whole day.Watched videos,movies,and played some games till about 5 plus den went to KAP to study with Weijie and Elis.Studied till about 10.





Weijie talked to me about the fun sides of having a dslr.He made me wanna get one too!!
hahaha..so i asked him to help me to look out for a 2nd hand one on the photography forum.Hopefully costs about 600 plus.No more den 700??Hope there is !


Abel ,me and syakir.Plus wenhao the camera man.

719*

If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?

Really really weird dreams.What does it mean??



11:06 PM

Tuesday, July 29, 2008,

Today dad didnt fetch me to work.
He had to fetch mum to go see the doctor with some problems with her back..now she has to take 12 different kinds of medicines daily.wth..
so in the end,i took a cab down.The cab fare is like 10 dollars plus !!!
omg.it's like only from Queenstown to ngee ann!!When i got into the cab,the starting fare was like already 4 plus.Last time,4 plus could get me from home to probably dover mrt or something.But now?oh my lord.Prices are going up.But i don't see my allowance or those worker's salary going up as well.

As expected,Singapore lost to brazil last night.3-0.I think we played alright.Created a few good chances.And 3-0 is a pretty respectable score.haha.Syakir and reuben were flirting with guys yesterday at the chatrooms :x
Those guys believed them!!!Asked for their email addresses and friendster accounts.HAHAHA!!OMG OMG.

I think something's wrong with blogger.I cant seem to upload pictures at all.


And now you're saying good bye because your love is done
You know i still care for you .

9:10 PM

Monday, July 28, 2008,

I duno why.Why am i doing things that harm my own body?

I'm sorry Lord.Please..help me to change.Help me never ever to touch those things again.

Life is really really terrible!sigh..

Bobby (:

I just want u to care ):


10:10 PM

Sunday, July 27, 2008,

Haven been blogging this few days.I duno why..many many things have been happening lately..
hmmm..yesterday went to play soccer.Abel's friends came.Faizal and Rizal.Didnt have the mood to play.Than went over to holland village and ate burger king.Went over to wenhao's place after that.More videos of 719 is up on youtube.Please support us and give us comments to see how we can improve.THANKS!

Tried my first.I wanna try it again.

Still trying hard


8:58 PM

Friday, July 25, 2008,

WHY WHY WHY!!!
WHY MUST THIS HAPPEN TO ME!!??

God..can u help me end this suffering??Please.Amen.

11:27 PM

Thursday, July 24, 2008,

Well..didn't blog yesterday..duno why also.I was online like the whole time.Bought a new mouse.I think it's pretty good.Cost about $30.


Today had S & W again.Tennis (:

It was also the last few weeks of that module and there won't be cats class next week either.

Today had presentation on Global warming.I think my group did alright.


During evening time,i recieved a phone call from my course manager Mr Thi Han.He said he wants to talk to me tomorrow.I duno what izzit regarding,but most probably it would be about the problems i'm facing in sch.Well well..so many many problems.What to do?

Really tried studying on my own.But i can't seem to understand still.


Another thing,Brazil olympic team has arrived in Singapore.They're gonna take on the Singapore selection on Monday.It's really awesome to have a top 5 Fifa world ranking team to be here.I hope they're going to show the match live on tv because i know i won't be able to go down to the stadium to catch the match live.The tickets are $60 a piece!!Oh man..if it was cheaper..i would have gone.In case you're wondering,the match will take place at the national stadium at 8p.m.


oh yes!Happy 1 year anniversary

I can still rmb what happen exactly 1 year ago.








Heres my promise made tonight .You can count on me for life.


7:24 PM

Tuesday, July 22, 2008,

Hmm...today,i duno whether izzit a good or bad day.

Had a chat with my student advisor.Ask him for his opinion about the course switching and stuff..still unsure what to do..

I think God send kenneth to talk to me.He saw what i blogged about and he offered his help (: thanks! so this sunday gonna meet him to study for el tech.seriously screwed up subject.

A Story (:


One winter, years ago, when my youngest son was getting ready to go to a Cub Scout meeting, he said mournfully,
"Whenever I go to Cub Scouts, I get a stomach ache."
"Why don't you quit?" I suggested.
A silence while all this sank in.
"I'm allowed?'' he asked.
How sad that he was suffering through something meant to be fun--and didn't realize he had choices.
Happily, that evening marked the end of his attendance at Cub Scouts.
Another winter, years later, a tutor at the Writing Center, a wonderful, energetic young woman, talked to me about her problems with stress.
She wasn't sleeping; she felt agitated and overwhelmed; worst of all, she was was finding it next to impossible to keep up with her many activities and schoolwork too. She worried that job hunting and her senior thesis would send her over the edge.
"Why don't you quit one or two of your activities?" I asked.
Again, a silence. "I can't," she said. "I would feel like a failure."
She survived her senior year, even did well. But she wasn't happy.
Even now, I feel sad thinking of her.
If she had said that every single activity was so meaningful to her that she couldn't bear to give it up, she might have convinced me that her stress was worth it.
But she was over scheduling her days simply to feel "good enough" as a human being.
If you feel too busy or too stressed, why don't you quit something? If you think you can't possibly quit anything at all, ask yourself, "Why not?"





My niece ,olivia (:













Thats when I love you. I love you, just that way

10:52 PM

Monday, July 21, 2008,

Hmm hmm..duno what to blog about today.Juz a normal school day.The stress is really really getting on to me.My dad gave me 2 option today.Transfer to another course in ngee ann or a course in another school,or totally quit sch.Sigh..i'm stuck.very very very troubled.I think he wants me to make a decision really soon.He even asked me to talk to my course manager about a possible transfer.Sigh..what should i do??

God..why are you putting me in this situation?! Please,help me! PLEASE ! PLEASE GUIDE ME.PLEASE!!
Recognise this car??Its from the movie batman the dark knight.I saw this car live about more than one month ago.

Suddenly that promise of love has gone )':


8:26 PM

Sunday, July 20, 2008,

WHoopys!!hahaha

didnt blog yesterday cos i didnt have the picture.Yesterday went to hao place.Took many many crazy videos.HAHA!!If you wanna watch them,go to youtube and search sevenonenine.Leave comments (:


Here's a story (:


When a scientist friend of mine was an undergraduate,

he wanted his buddies to think he was so cool and so brilliant that he could get As without doing any work.

Sure enough, every night at 8 or 9 p.m., when almost everyone else in the dorm was just settling down to do homework, he was ready to socialize.

Some people socialized with him--and their grades were a disaster.

But he did very well--enough to take him to graduate school for his PhD.

Here's how he pulled off his deception: Every minute of the day before and between classes, he studied. He'd already noticed that almost nobody else worked then--and nobody paid attention to what he was doing.

If he had a couple of hours between classes, he was in the library.

If he had ten minutes between classes, he was reviewing his notes or the readings.

He didn't study after 9 p.m.--but he studied very hard before 9 p.m.

The moral is not that you should socialize more.

The moral is this: If you always study in the evening but find you can't get all your work done, or you get too sleepy to concentrate, or you feel resentful because you never have time to spend with your friends, perhaps you should look for minutes and hours during the day.

Don't assume you can only work when you have long, uninterrupted blocks of time.

Train yourself to use some of your daylight hours, and you'll feel less pressure come evening.



A trip down memory lane )':

God..please help me to take the one i love most.Away from me.. sigh )':


10:23 PM

Friday, July 18, 2008,

Feeling so tired today,and i'm too lazy to blog.Well...just gonna be a quick post..i think batman the dark knight is really good.Everyone should watch it.Today was supposed to go east coast park for Robin's birthday celebration.But didnt go in the end.Really sorry!

A kind, good man had spent his life devoted to the welfare of his family.
But he had never managed to earn much money.
Unfortunately, he fell ill and was told he had only a few months to live.
He feared his family would soon be destitute without the little he brought home each week.
He earnestly prayed to his god with a request he had never made before.
"Please God, let me win the NY State Lottery. It's not for myself. You know I'd never ask for anything for myself. But I'm concerned for my family."
But Saturday came and went. Nothing.
The following Wednesday he made the same request.
Again, nothing. Weeks and months went by.
He continued to pray. Nothing came of it.
Finally he was near death, anxious and sick at heart.
"Why, God, did you not help me? I've never asked for anything before, and you know this was only for the good of others, not for me.
Silence for awhile.
Then a great voice from above slowly replied,
"First you have to buy a ticket."
THE MORAL ,We can plan, think, dream, have good intentions, even pray all we like.
But if anything is going to happen, we need to take action.

I think it hurts more if i still hold on.
The best option would be to let go.But how???sigh...

9:24 PM

Thursday, July 17, 2008,

Today morning.woke up earlier then usual to go and play tennis,my sports and wellness class.Today we had to play a match.i partnered kah wei.He was super funny la.hahaha..anyway..we played 2 and won 1.Amazing comeback!hahaha
After sch..dad fetched me home.He decided to take leave cos he was also feeling tired.Went with him to buy lunch for sis.After eating..i read for awhile den fell asleep,till about 3.30.woke up,had a quick shower and went to meet hao.My dad fetched me there again.i juz wanted to say THANK YOU DAD.You've been fetching me to sch since primary sch.Now i am already in poly and u are still doing that.

NAFC.
i really really thank God that i've met this group of special people who mean so much to me besides my family.They have really been the ones in my life.Showing support and encouragement.Although there were times that we have quarrelled among ourselves,we know that this friendship,this special bond that we have would never die.God has placed u guys in my life for a reason.Although now most of us are in a different sch..i'm glad we are all meeting at least once a week.We all still talk and laugh like we like we use to.I know that this group of friends are going to be forever .bros for life!







9:15 PM

Wednesday, July 16, 2008,

hmmm...yesterday,was really really crappy.I seriously hate the practical class for the EL tech.I really duno how to do a single thing!And the lecturer was like pretty annoyed with me.I really really duno.Its not like i have been skipping lessons or what.i really did try and i still cant do.I'm really trying to change my attitude but i also need u guys to change ur attitude towards me.How can a guy study when ur teacher already doubted you right from the start?sigh..1 good thing..i passed my EG 1 retest.Got 63!!not bad eh...consider it last minute studying and got that score.Thank you to whoever that has helped me in my test.(:


Here's a story.(:



A motivational speaker lugged a huge glass container into the room in which he was speaking on time-management, and then went back for several burlap bags.

As the puzzled audience watched, he first added some big rocks from one of the burlap bags to the container.
"Is it full?" he asked. Everyone nodded. Then he opened the second bag. He took out pebbles and filled the spaces between the rocks.
Again he asked, "Is it full?" Some joker in the back row said, "Probably not." Everyone laughed.

The speaker opened the last bag and poured sand into the cracks between the pebbles. By now people guessed at what was coming. He picked up the pitcher of water on the table and poured it in too. The speaker paused just a moment,

"Ok, what’s the point I’m trying to make?" Several hands went up. One replied while others nodded in agreement "No matter how busy your life is, you can always squeeze in one more thing."

The speaker violently shook his head. "The point is this Unless you put the big rocks in first, you’ll never be able to fit them in at all." All of our lives are full. Lots of important, interesting, and enjoyable activities compete for our time and energy. But we should make sure that we first make time for those activities that matter to us most of all, right now, or we may never find time for them at all.


9:27 PM

Monday, July 14, 2008,

Hmm..i think today was pretty productive!

Maths i practically paid attention for 2 whole hours!!YES!!!hahaha i think i can do the maths already.as in..for that particular topic.

Just know was doing MOL.super insane.made me and my sister really angry.haha

its like this..



i typed 154 as my answer.

The computer wrote.Sorry..Your answer is wrong.The correct answer is 154.

so i was like huh???

well..i couldn't go on doing anymore because it kept getting wrong.haha.

life sucks.
i think my ankle needs surgery.Its hurting again.And also my op wound.i duno why its hurting yet again.Sigh...

I duno how come this picture turned out like that.hahaha.

10:33 PM

Sunday, July 13, 2008,

This song : Always be my baby.Orginated by Mariah Carey,sang by David Cook.Totally says how i am feeling right now and what i hope it will happen...sigh..i really wish i didn't tell u.maybe we could work things out..i juz want u to care more and spare a thought for me.That's what i want most.

We were as one, babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine
Now you want to be free
So I'll let you fly
cause I know in my heart, babe
Our love will never die
No
You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl, dont you know you cant escape me
Ooh darling, cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time cant erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling, cause youll always be my baby
I ain't gonna cry, no
And I wont beg you to stay
if you're determined to leave girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably, you'll be back again
cause you know in your heart, babe
Our love will never end
No
You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl, don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling, cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time cant erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling, cause youll always be my baby
i know that you'll be back, girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder ooohhh
I know that youll be right back, baby
Oh baby, believe me
It's only a matter of time
Youll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl dont you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling, cause youll always be my baby
And well linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling, cause you'll always be my baby
You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl, don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling, cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way youre never gonna shake me
Ooh darling, cause you'll always be my baby

5:43 PM


i wonder how things stand now.
what do i want in my life?what do i see myself becoming?
i really feel that my life so far is pretty much a waste.honestly speaking.

you never ever understand how i would feel when u do things.You get get upset and cry over something stupid.But when it comes to real important things.You don seem sad about missing it or even care about it all.

4:22 PM


hmmm..today..dont feel like blogging much..so juz put some pictures that were taken today.(:







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12:02 AM

Friday, July 11, 2008,

SOOOOOOOO glad that the week is finally over!YES!!oh man..this week has been really really very stressful!!hmmm..today actually i wanted to skip 2 lectures..but my conscience got the better of me and in the end went for the lecture.

There was a test after sch but it only starts at 6.Sch ended at 1.so much time to kill.In the end,me and Jones went to matthew house.watched good luck chuck.It's really a very very nice and funny show!JESSICA ALBA!!hahaha..left matt's place at about 5 plus and did the computer programming test.I think should be able to pass this test.hmm..tomorrow going to meet the NAFC people.The last time i saw them was like 1 week ago.haha.alright..stop here for now (:

10:10 PM

Thursday, July 10, 2008,

WTH.Fancy u scolding me and showing me attitude,juz cos of something damn stupid.

11:14 PM


Didn't blog yesterday cos i came home late from sis graduation party.Yesterday was the official day she graduated.haha.she had to wear the graduation robe and the hat.

The EL tech retest..hmmm..haha..i don think i can make it.It'll be higher den last time i guess..cos i knew how to do the mesh analysis and the kirchoff current question.Ate Macs at about 11.45 last night!

hmm..today had s&w and cats class.
s&w was screwed up cos of the weather.sat there and talked and talked..mr oh kept asking us to participate in this campus run which he claims there will be alot of voucher's to be won.over $200 worth.Cats was as slacky as usual.called my dad to pick me up at about 12.I didnt think he was happy cos i think he wanted to go swimming.Anyway..reached home at about 12.30.ate lunch den left my house at about 1.45 to meet yiting in sch.Today she went to ngee ann to check out the open house.Stayed with her till about 4 den i went for EG Mec remedial.After remedial..she accompanied me to clementi and we both ate porridge!!Its like super nice la.Next time i must go back there to eat again.haha.we were kinda crazy in the bus.laughed non stop (:
guess thats all for now

you don even care how i feel !

10:18 PM

Tuesday, July 8, 2008,

Wow..i cant belive i survived today.

Today had EC pro..me and jisheng build a bridge made of satay sticks!!

The lectuer was very impressed with our bridge because it was the strongest!WHOOO

Next week we are going to make a brige out of 200 satay sticks.I'm looking forward to that.Kept playing with the glue gun today.haha.It was kinda fun.

Usually on tuesday breaks,my whole class will usually play CS together but today its weird!!!everyone was studying!!!haha.thanks to Aizat and Jones.taught me Mesh analysis method.I think i can do that now but the other questions on EL tect is a killer!!!

sigh..i really duno how i am going to pass the test.

i really don even understand the basic.

I think the restest on EG1 was okay..should be about to pass it.

I think even if i fail the retest this time.i would be upset but i know i've already done all that i could have.so i guess its pretty alright.


PLEASE LORD GUIDE ME!!


seriously dude.you're getting on my nerves.You better watch your back.

Jones,me and Aizat Guan

10:08 PM


Today morning woke up at about 6.20am.

went to SIM to have breakfast.


This week is going to be a very very very stressful week.Full of tests and re-tests.


Tuesday:lab practical test and eg1 retest


Wednesday:el tech retest and test on trigo


Friday: computer programming written test.




Things are starting to pile up for me.i guess i shouldn't have slacked too much in the first place.EL tech is killing me!!sian.


i really really hope this week will go by really really fast.


i hope with God's grace that i will be able to overcome problems that i may face this week.




i really hope this won't happen again.I really cannot go through it one more time.
Its the 4th time already.Sigh..Please..i beg u. ):

Here's some pictures taken in the past.





12:28 AM

Sunday, July 6, 2008,

seriously..what the hell is wrong ?
time and time again,and now?its happening yet again.
screwed up things

11:47 PM


Today morning woke up at about 9 plus?slacked till about 11.30am den went to church.after church service went to have lunch with my family then after that,went to meet yiting at queenstown library!she taught me some stuff that i wasnt sure of.i think i clarified many things with her??hmmm..guess i need more practice.took some pictures with her and we left the library at about 7.50pm.THANK YOU YITING FOR TEACHING ME!


9:54 PM

Friday, July 4, 2008,

HELLLO!
the blog is still not done yet:X
arh.
i'm sorry,
i change the skin again cos i dont know how to figure out the code!
i'm like bad at that can.
so now trying my best to help you!
yes yess!:DD
hopefully it will be done sooon.
will find some way to do itt for you!

10:57 PM

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